I recently completed a very large writing project, one that has taken a handful of years. At first I looked forward to my impending freedom like it would be a vacation. I had made a concerted push to finish what I had slotted for 2 months in less than 2 weeks (I will say more about the project when I can). Some of the final days were tedious as I circled around what I previously described as the Spiral of Revision. During these days I began to look forward to taking a break from writing. I made a mental list of what I would do with my free time. I could catch up on reading. I could make a serious dent in my Netflix queue. I could spend more time with loved ones and friends. A massive creative project does require sacrifices, and all of these other areas of my life have suffered, and I was sincerely looking forward to restoring balance.
But then I did finish. And after two days of re-establishing homeostasis, I found something I did not expect: A groundswell of inspiration. I have been more excited about new creative works than I have been in a long time. But now that all my energy won’t be focused on one project, it is running amok like well-fed gremlins through sprinklers after midnight. I realized that for the past few years I have been a creative monogamist. And I don’t regret it at all (I still love my old project—’sniff’—we’ve just run our course). But now I wand to have a short period of Creative Promiscuity. I want to flirt with new ideas, and take them for a spin. I don’t want to settle on the first one that comes along. When I find the right one, then I might settle down. But in the mean time, I mean to have fun (Yes, I am still talking about creativity).
It feels like being at the crossroads. There are so many directions I can go now. Do I follow-up on my completed work? Do I try something totally different? Do I write for a new audience? Do I force myself to take a hiatus? Do I dust off something old that I have left undone? Do I think about what work stands the best chance of publication? Or do I write whatever excites me most at the moment?
Here are a few rules of thumb that I have come up with to help me resolve this:
1. Give yourself the freedom to work on whimsical ideas, even if you cannot see from the outset what utility they will be. Looking back over the creative works you are most proud of, how many of them began as a serious effort right from the start? How many of them were initially conceived of as side projects or even distractions?
2. Create works of varying lengths. Sometimes finishing a short work can be extremely satisfying and provide motivation to tackle bigger works. Not everything has to be an opus or a novel.
3. Write a sample. Don’t hang on to ideas for too long without giving them a trial run. They might be clogging up your creative process. You might find that when you write the first bit of what you thought would be a larger work, you don’t like it. If you nix it, you are freeing up energy for something else to happen.
4. Capture the ideas in short form. When you have ideas, write them down. For example if you have an idea for a story but don’t have time to write it long form, get down the bones of it. Its OK if there are some pretty huge holes. If you decide to put the idea aside you might appreciate it later. And by the time you pick it up, the incubation process might have solved all the problems for you.
So, taking my own advice (This blog is essentially me giving myself advice after all), I have decided a few things. I will grant myself the freedom to do something whimsical but short. This seems fitting. As for what that is I am not sure yet. I am going to try a few things out. What I have done is to get as many of the ideas down as I can, outlining as I go and switching back and forth between concepts.
So that’s where I am today, in the center of a wheel looking out at all the places I might go. It’s not a bad place to be.
by M.J.Miello
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